Destini

Hi! My Name Is //**Destini **//(:



I don't deserve you,  yet you stay and like the select few You make me feel like everything's going to be alright especially when im in your arms at night lust turned into love for life Boy we can be together for better or for worse Girl as long as we got eachother we can make it work been hurt before, but im not doubting you cant be insecure when im so proud of you

Peace Tranquil Quiet Relaxing Growing Hoping Knowledge Strength Hatred Anger Fighting Killing Decaying Raw Primitive War I thought i'd never find myself the day i found you,  the plans for only one of me  are future plans for two  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">soul mates in the universe  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">that make the world surreal  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">for when i'd given up on dreams  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">you showed me love is real  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">and now thatall my love for you  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">will never cease to grow  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">please take me in your loving arms  <span style="color: #800080; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace; font-size: 110%;">and never let me go. <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;">so he pushes me away hoping I won't see it, and lead him astray <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> *An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> but I must still live the life dealing and coping praying one day he'll stop <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> *An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> maybe I feel it more knowing any moment, he could walk out that door <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> *An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> so I live all alone sure he's here beside me, but it's not him that's home <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> *An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> so I deal with his lies the deceit and the pain and all the tear free cries <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> *An Addict I'm Not... <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #be0406; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif; text-align: left;"> thinking I could help one day my love will be enough, but it won't I can tell <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif;">*An Addict I'm Not... I see the pain in his heart and the fear that grips his soul as he grabs for his pipe, and smokes one more bowl <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif;">*An Addict I'm Not... if only he could just see what I see in him and know he could someday be <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000000; font-family: Tahoma,Geneva,sans-serif;">*An Addict I'm Not... so I watch from afar as he destroys himself a little more each day- Dear God please help him each night I'll continue to pray! Because An Addict I'm Not, but I must watch him be  <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">When we sit and we think <span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">about are childhood and what you did We wonder why you did those things

<span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">You made us cry and you didn't care you said you were sorry but you were never there mom I love you and I wont you to know you made me brave and I thank you for that

<span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">If it weren't for you I wouldn't be so strong me and my brother are the strongest kids I know we have been through so much you wouldn't even know

<span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">I hope you are happy I love you though

<span style="background-color: #ffffff; color: #000080; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%; text-align: left;">Love always, Your Daughter

The birds are <span style="color: #0090ff; font-family: 'Lucida Console',Monaco,monospace;">chirping The sun is burning <span style="color: #f12225; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif;">brightly  the <span style="color: #008000; font-family: 'Courier New',Courier,monospace;">trees are swaying